Well the premiere went great! Just kidding. I don't remember getting out of the limo. Maybe
I'm still there and this is all a shitty dream? I do remember waking up in my bathroom at home.

I wrote out this big speech type dealer to help me with this Bree thing. Then later that day she told me all about this guy and I felt better. I'm not gonna tell you how redic it is on here. Maybe later or in a private convo you can laugh and I will cry.

We talked about her and how much she has lied to me the past month just to cover up her feelings and all around sneakiness to stay at his place. While I was in the falls we talked a lot and talked about how we missed each other while she was making out with him those days.

Talking to Larry I remembered how I was joking about him and she started crying about him. She likes him a lot. More then I can remember her ever loving me. I think this is the biggest of all the reasons I'm bummed. I love her so much it's not even funny.

It's weird to hear people talk to me about it. I had planned to ask her to marry me 2 years ago, but due to lack of money and living in the real world, I could not afford to get the ring for her.
It's not just a girlfriend for 2 years, but someone I wanted in my life for the rest of my life.

Man, screw me and sleep. I'm so used to going to work at 3, that I get up at 6 am now if I don't have to work. Bummer. I like that word. Maybe I will get a tattoo of the word bummer on me.

Yesturday went to work at 3 am and got done at 9am. Bought bree flowers and went home. Packed some stuff up and got Joel and started the 6 hour drive. It wasn't as bad as the weather channel said it would be thank god. Saw prob around 30 cars in the ditches. I also got to watch someone crash into the ditch. After driving 50 the whole way here, we made it. I had a nice T-bone dinner and opened some presents. Got the Nikes I have wanted for 2 years and a new skateboard. Pretty sweet. Then I had a dream about Bree and woke up. Now I'm typing this.

The new movies premieres tomorrow night. Should be good. Got the limo again this year and I'm torn on what im gonna do to my face. Moosestash, Hitler, or the Lemmy. They have there pros and cons, but i'll see in a few hours when I shave.

Welp, hope to see you at the movies tomorrow.

I haven't done a post abpout me talking about stuff in a bit so here goes.

Bree bought me The Hangover yesturday due to her oweing me money. Great funny movie. I wonder if Joel plays the chubby guy from Tim and Eric? They act so much the same. She also bought Inglouirous Bastards. I don't know why I hate this movie as much as I do. I put it in last night and watched a half hour of it and shut it off. I don't know if it's because he slows the pace down in his movies or how he shows them talking to get you to understand their character. The action scenes are ok, but it's nothing like resivour dogs. Not even close. I remember coming out of the theater after viewing it and telling Bree that I would have rather watched "Pride of the Nation" instead. To my surprise on the dvd she got they have it on there. It's really short, but soooo funny and amazing. Hollahollaholocaust.

Another day another drink. I'm going on my 6th?7th?8th? day drinking? It's a bummer living here, but it helps time goes by when she tells me she wants to live for good. She is so childish, it sucks. I don't know how a person can go from really happy to telling me she hasn't loved in in 2 years. I'm scared that we will get our own places and she will regret it and want to get back. If that is the case so much money will be lost, or maybe we won't get back together. She tells me there is no way we will.

Quick update.

Movie is almost done. I will watch a part and find one thing I don't like about it and redue the whole thing. It's close though. I have a list of stuff that I'm gonna do then that's it.

Due to some recent problems in my life I decided to take up drinking everyday to help with my problems. As terrible and shitty as it sounds and does help. We get into a fight and I drink some and just kinda pass out after a bit. It makes time go by faster.
Camo Can is the way to go.

Last night I went to Old Chicago to watch the fights with Beth and Joel. Joel got his usual and loved it.
I just love the way it looks. Dark on top light on the bottom.

Like the new header? I thought you would.

Just put the WTC facebook group up and we already have like 25 people. Cool. I hope we can get 50 people there. It would make my life easier.

I thought I had all the parts done for this video till Al tried giving me a new song. It didn't fit with the theme of this video so I told him to find another. All I really have to do is fit everything together and it's a wrap. Weird, usually I'm finishing up the day of the premiere.

Thrasher Skater of the Year.

It was just announced that Chris Cole is again the S.O.T.Y. and i'm not surprised. I know i wanted Dennis to win, but Chris Cole deserves it more. After winning the X Games, Malroof, and Battle at the Berrics he should have won.

Here is the video of them talking to him.

http://www.thrashermagazine.com/index.php?option=com_hwdvideoshare&task=viewvideo&Itemid=90&video_id=375

I mean it's hard to watch the last 3 tricks and not want to give it to him. back 360 kickflip down Carlsbad? Someone should put his ass in a armbar(would love a sweet Joel Holden photo of that. Chris's butt in a armbar.).

I just thought of Dennis for it because i know how people thought he shouldn't win it for a second year. The only other person to do that is Danny Way and I mean, he is bosss.


Just watch his last 2 tricks. Amazing. The fact he can go to a contest and do ollies speaks volumes.

Then there is this. Prepare to be blown awaayyy.

Hello. Update time.

Today is the first day it's been cold, and the forcast isn't good. Looks like Sunday was the real last day to skate. With that said...

Sunday we decided to hit up Some places in Eden Prairie. Went to this spot that is a curb with a 2 foot flat then a 3. Weird spot. Joel tried a trick no one else would ever try. After that spot we decided to go to this bank that Joel talked to me in a message about. This is it:

Joel Holden For the first time today I remembered to check out that bank by my jiu jitsu school, and all I have to say is that thing is GNARLY. It looks skateable and would look amazing on video but there's about 3 or 4 different things that could cause a major crash haha.

So we went there and that thing was sketchyyy. After standing there for 15 minutes trying to figure out a proper spot to try it at I gave it ago. It ended up me clipping a mound of crap at the bottom and flying 10 feet into a road. Somehow I fucked my finger up.I also landed so hard on my right side, I haven't been able to lift my right arm due to the slam. We drove to a gas station were Joel bought me water and some band aids to clean the cut in the parking lot. One of the worst ideas of my life.

Later that night Joel, Adam, and I decided to play b.e.e.r.s. The rules are the same but everytime you miss a trick you drink a beer, until you have spelt out beer. Get it? Joel and I lost and Adam was down to a T. It was a blast, we were also drunk by 5.

I thought about skating the day after, but decided I have the biggest part of all the skaters and decided that fall was the last of my skate bit.

Which brings me to the video. It's happing. Believe it or not it's dropping. Talking to people, I think the date is set to December 26th at midnight (technically the 27th). Full parts from Joel Holden, Adam Bergstrom, Al Salmi, and myself. I think this one is going to simply be called 4(I don't remember how many i've made. Maybe it's five.). I'll ask Bree she knows. Either the end of this week or next week I will make a group on facebook with more info and a "trailer."