The good mistake.

Well the premiere went great! Just kidding. I don't remember getting out of the limo. Maybe
I'm still there and this is all a shitty dream? I do remember waking up in my bathroom at home.

I wrote out this big speech type dealer to help me with this Bree thing. Then later that day she told me all about this guy and I felt better. I'm not gonna tell you how redic it is on here. Maybe later or in a private convo you can laugh and I will cry.

We talked about her and how much she has lied to me the past month just to cover up her feelings and all around sneakiness to stay at his place. While I was in the falls we talked a lot and talked about how we missed each other while she was making out with him those days.

Talking to Larry I remembered how I was joking about him and she started crying about him. She likes him a lot. More then I can remember her ever loving me. I think this is the biggest of all the reasons I'm bummed. I love her so much it's not even funny.

It's weird to hear people talk to me about it. I had planned to ask her to marry me 2 years ago, but due to lack of money and living in the real world, I could not afford to get the ring for her.
It's not just a girlfriend for 2 years, but someone I wanted in my life for the rest of my life.