Where the Wild things are.

Thursday we headed out for some frolfing. Al almost walked this tree that hung 15 feet above a ditch filled with metal shit.



After Al and I went to the skatepark. There we found the little boy from the movie Where The Wild Things Are filming a line with a phone. I don't think he was that good either...

Went to the park a while ago and this dude showed up.

I really enjoy that fact that I can go to a skatepark and someone could be their that has completely different interests and we can get along due to a piece of wood. I really enjoy that.


And pictures of Hoosta next to things that sorta make me think of drugs is always good for a laugh. He is always down for pics next to things like this too.

Street art for a street Rat.

My father is that damn gnarly....

Watching this makes me realize how lonely I am. Maybe it's because I've always been used to having someone there for me. Now I just hang on to any person that shows me attention. It's really not a good thing. It just makes me think of the line Jim Carry's character in "Eternal Sunshine Of The Spotless Mind" when he utters "Why do I fall in love with every girl that shows me the slightest bit of attention?"



I wreck everything before it even begins. Where is my Pam or Clementine?

I went form uploading at lest a picture a day to nothing. Sorry. Drinking has kind of taken over at this point and it needs to stop.


Saturday A couple of us went to Grizzlebees for the fights. All around a good time. Had some food and some beers. Everyone was happy. Next time we go there the Wild Turkey girls will be there... black out city baby.


I've also got back into playing pool. I'm terrible at it now, but it's pretty fun.


and the strangest part of the last few days was when Joel posed with his favorite movie.

Happy Maker Day.

The last 3 days have been terrible. I've slept 6 hours in the past 3 days. My mind won't stop racing.

They speak only the truth.

Ahh my old friend. Drinking before noon so the whole day is a haze. I hate being bummed. I do find out more about myself this way. I hate myself more then I ever let on.

Happy Cinco Da Mayo

Mexican Food will rain supreme today.

It's been a long time since I've actually timed something on here. It's going to be hard to put this into words so bare with me. The last week has been challenging for me. Dealing with someone who I really had I hopes for let me go a few days ago. Although it was brief, It was good. I can't say great, due to me not getting anything I really wanted out of it. I really expected to act like a couple, but instead found myself doubting everything that was happening. Maybe she was never really sure and didn't want to try. I would like to believe I could have got a proper chance and really have shown her that maybe I could have been some special guy. I feel like I was cheated out of it and It hurts. I'll deal with it though, I can't do anything about it except hope she decides to give me a chance. We had a lot going against us at the start and I understand it probably didn't make things easy. I would just like a real chance.

This leads me into how stupid some people are in relationships. Part of why we went our different ways(In my opinion)was because she was maybe uneasy about us being different people. I found we had way more in common then I could have ever believed and that was something I liked. Two very different people that could have connected on many things. Why are so many people so scared of seeing other people? Last year was not a good year for relationships. Talking to people I find it hard to believe that little things like tiny fights are reasons to end it. Who out there believes they are going to find a perfect person? There will always be something to fight about. You cannot find a couple that has never fought. Maybe it would be grounds if you fought all the time, but seriously, an argument is nothing to stress over. Two girls have told me that "all we would do is fight." The funny thing is I'm not fighting. They think I am, but sitting there is not fighting. To me it's just a cheap excuse to get out. It's complete bullshit. People should be so lucky to have small arguments with their special someone. You find out more of what the people want. I just wish people celebrated dating different people.

I can't explain how angry it makes me dealing with people that end it over small stuff or think about ending it. We are here to try to find that special someone. Why throw it away for something that doesn't matter?

Sorry I'm complaining. This stuff just kills me. I'm going to try my hardest to never end up like them.

I would kill for this bumper sticker...

I love Tuesday.

Besides working a job I love(that pays great too), I get to hit up the tacobell/pizza hut combo building. Awesome.



Then after i get to bowl with some awesome people. Always have a blast at these things.

Bad news yesterday. Good thing I gave up long ago.

I saw a quote once that read "Some people never go crazy. What truly horrible lives they must live." by Charles Bukowski. It makes me ask myself how many nights will I go without sleeping before I lose it.